The intensive searching has finally paid off, and in seven days I start a new job.
After I lost my job I felt worthless. I felt like nothing was ever going to be okay again, and I was terrified. I had no idea how we were going to make it through such a mess. Despite all of the encouragement I was receiving from everyone around me, I couldn't convince myself that we could handle it. I tried my best to hide the fact that I was panicking inside, and keep a smile on my face, but it was tough. Everyone else seemed to have confidence in me, but for some reason I just couldn't be confident in myself.
It took a while for these feelings to subside, but eventually they did.
I think that once I realized how much Brett and I had already been through together, I started to gain the confidence that I had been looking for. I am so excited about this job, and I think that it is going to be a great change for me. I loved my last job, and I will definitely miss it, but I can't wait to see what great opportunities this new job will bring.
Buddy,you just enjoy the next seven days! Make it your vacation before you start your new adventure! Congrats! LOve U!
ReplyDeleteSo that ESCORT service finally called you back. Sweet, that will be fun, I couldn't do it but you are more of a whore than I am. Hopefully Brett doesn't get jealous.
ReplyDeleteSuper happy you found a job!!!!
ReplyDeleteYEAH! Congratulations on the new job. Looking forward to hearing how wonderful it is and how much you love it :)
ReplyDeleteGood for you!!! I'm excited for you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations!! I've been out of blogging lately I'm back and had so much fun catching up on you for the last few months today!
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